Mood:Funny..HAHAHA
Song of Choice:Inu Yasha opening theme
Topic:When All Hell Breaks Loose!



Thermodynamics of Hell

The following is an actual question given on a University of Washingtin Chemistry mid term. The Answer by one Student was so profound that the professor shared it with his colleagues, via the internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic(gives off heat) or endothermic(absorbs heat)?


Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using boyle's Law(gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some varian. One Student however wrote the following:

First we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell it will not leave(Kim note:Not TRUE Read Dante's Inferno)Therefore, no souls leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, lets look at the different religions that exsist in the world today.

Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion you will go to Hell. Since there are more one of these religions and since people do not belong to more that one religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell (Kime note:Except some people) With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially.

Thise gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate that the rate at which the souls enter Hell, then the temperature and the pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2. Of course if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.(Kim Note:and Satan wears Snow shoes and the lil terrors go taboganing)

So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by Ms. Teresa Banyan during my Freshman year that "...it will be a cold day in Hell before I slepp with you," and take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then #2 cannot be ture, and thus I am sure that Hellis exothermic and will not freeze.

The student received the only A given.

Kim:Lol that was great I'll do a real entry later promise!
Later
Kim

Mood:Idealistic
Song of Choice:"Hover" byTRUST Company
Topic:Relationships and Soccer


Yeah today was Ben's first soccer practice. I played the parent more than my parents did. I dressed him found his coaches raked up the info and I had to wonder that if perhaps parents lost interest in their children little by little you know like the first one is a big deal but the second and third aren't? Maybe it's just my family. His Team is the Wizards HAHAH HARRY POTTER POWER!!! but in anycase Ben was burning those little kids on the field. The Kid has MOVES I mean it would have made Cat PROUD. I mean I couldn't help but start singing the Pub song (ole ole ole ole ole ole!...if you didn't get that watch the replacements) in the car ride home.
Also my dad put ina CD player into the car...that took 4 hours ahh.
Also I finally got Nori's site to work for me and read her entrie and I had soem things to say:

Geeze it's been a while since I could get your site to work for me. Yes Good Charlotte is a VERy good Band I love them they kick mucho booty I have their first CD that came out a little over 2 years ago and I have their 9-11 song too.(their new cd comes out 0ct 1st) Anywho yes back to the point I'm just glad someone else finally know who they are and I really do agree with you on the whole "bf/gf" thing.

I've in a way had one but I only say that because we've know each other for 5 years or so and well we can't "go out" for various reasons but we're so close that I think that would be the only way to label him....he's like Peter but straight I guess would be another way but yes! I know you mean the Abecromie and Finch bf and gf that "go" for a week then hate each other and wish the other would die--that just isn't cool. but in any case! I hate those kinda relationships because I think if you get use to just ending a relationship when it doesn't work instead of trying to fix it then it'll show up in your adult life when you're married you know? Something doesn't work you end it and I don't think you should do that unless you've tried everything and it's just no you know.Glad you liked the New layout.

Yeah my thinking is that most of that was Josh's philosphy carried over to my own :)
Well in any case I'm going to go watch some TV or more likely do Homework.
Later
Kim

Mood:....Ouch
Song of Choice:"There is" by Box Car Racer (My Newly dubbed Angel's Theme I'll post the lyrics and many people will get why)
Topic:Rambels and Hurricanes


It's that time of the month and thus I'm just a little out of it on many levels...could it be the cramps...or perhaps just the nacious-ness? The first day and the days before are always the worse for me. I always feel all messed up--but what do you people car but I know all the ladies are nodding going oh yeah we know what you are talking about. Oh well for some reason MacDaniel and I are seemingly becoming friends...I think this because we kinda met up in the hall and started talking it was strange but nice. I don't know it's odd, but nice I guess. I got made fun of and he tried to stick up for me but Jammalia did a better job.


Also if you've gone to Quita's little piece of the web my angel has been dumped but seemingly bounced back...I wonder if I ever cross his mind....it would bother me if I didn't....I mean I really don't give a hoot if he has a lady friend at the moment because who knows maybe some boy will strike my fancy and not just the oh he's pretty thing. I don't know who knows to each his own...it would be nice if I got an e-mail or letter...but perhaps that's too mcuh to ask from him...I don't know...maybe....I wish I knew for certain....lol everyone over here has a significant other so the market is kinda scarce...so no chance of me getting unavaiable all of a sudden--side note from nowhere--I finally saw Inu Yasha and YYH and I LOVED THEM! Well Inu Yasha more than YYH but I liked Lum's character he just looks so darn sad yet poetic. I hate the main character though. I like the Grim Reaper chick though good stuff. Oh and I finally saw Will and Grace after SO LONG


well yes um it's kinda been rainy lately over here Peter would love it it's some what overcast most of the day with breezes that at times kick up into gusts and it's all so pacifying. Jonnell says that I look like a Gap model when I stand all stoicy(Peter made me remeber that this word exsisted) and the wind kicks up. Which reminds me Peter My mom says you look like Elijah Wood(Frodo from LotR) I told her no that you looked like this one boy on a poster in the Structure store. Then we kinda kept bantering because my mom is always like that celebrety or model looks like Peter and most of the time I agree. yeah I talked to Q twice today once via phone and Im. Coolio I helped her with her homework! Well yeah I'm going to shut up now. Later
Kim

P.S. the Lyrics
There Is

This vacation's useless
These white pills are kind
I've given alot of thought
On this 13 hour drive
I missed the grinded concrete
Where we sat past eight or nine
And slowly finished lapping
In the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to
The nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing
On your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you
but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought
Of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter
In every single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...

Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me

Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...

Mood: Exhausted
Song of Choice: “Slide” by the Goo Goo Dolls Live from the Lounge
Topic: Ignorance + Prejudice = Hate(9-25-02 9:00 pm)


Today we were in World History yapping about modern day philosophers and then we talked about this one French man. Well Sierra asked what happened to him and Mr. Wisner said he died from AIDS. Then the first thing Sierra does is say. “I bet he was gay.” I swear I snapped and was like “Why do you say that? And she was like, “well he died from AIDS what else could he have been?” I swear I opened my mouth and I couldn’t find the adequate words to express my anger at that statement. I mean God I can’t believe that people think straight people are immune to AIDS. God it makes me so MAD! Because with a statement like that I automatically think of Peter and just think of the injustice that prejudgmental statement is to him. So stupid! Ahh man what in the world? I mean I could get into a fist fight and cut my had on some kid’s braces and BAM right there if he has it now so do I. That simple and if anything people with HIV or AIDS are in more danger from a sneeze from a non-infected person than vice versa. Geeze some people are so freakin ignorant. I mean Ah! I still can’t find the words to just express the aggravation of that statement.
That’s right up there with that essay in the AP Book the one that said that AIDS was God’s punishment to homosexual people. What the hell? Well what did that guy think? The Virus just kinda manifested itself one day and can only infiltrate gay people? Tell that to the people who are straight that have it! I mean like the who was it? Magic Johnson you know! People were all like what was he doing and it wasn’t like he was doing anything promiscuous it just kinda happened I don’t remember the cause. Geeze….how can people think this way? Oh and that screwed over philosophy of most gay people being gay because they were molested….Who the f—k writes this stuff? Man Peter if any of this offended you in anyway I’m so sorry but the way I wrote it was kinda not planned it kinda just came out so I’m sorry if it did it was just anger management and I didn’t put up any boarders.
::sigh::

Anywho whatever I don’t have time for dumb people….
Yeah well the Alex McDaniel…talked with me again today. The thing was that we got a new seating chart and he kinda just kept floating over to my side of the room and just trying to start a conversation with me. I played with his pants pockets(they were velcro) I mean he makes fun of my facial expressions and I always look at him kinda twisted so it’s this messed up love hate relationship. I mean it’s weird we can talk but we’re more than ready to bitch at one another.
I just don’t know…I got detention again….damn…



and my math grade sucks…I got a 67 and a 50 on the last two things we got back…the guy behind me got a 4 the guy in front of me got a 93…....I just don’t know I think I just screwed up multiplying. Man I hate math it's so stupid...it's like Nori's hate of Social studies when she desires Science. Yeah Oh well. I’m going to go to sleep I’m tired now. Later guys.
~Kim~

Mood Amused
Song of choice: “Possessions” by Sarah McLachlan
Topic:You All Laugh at Me because I’m Different, I Laugh at You because You’re All the Same! =D




Yeah today was one of those days where I swear I needed to be put in a nice little padded room where I couldn’t hurt anyone. Firstly in 2nd block I have a God damn 69. Which for me is not acceptable but yeah moving on. During Lunch some freaking premadonna Hoe had the nerve to criticize me! I mean here’s what happened I’m at lunch talking to Jonnell and Peter has taught me to always pay attention to the conversations going on around you. Well today I was wearing a World Cup t-shirt jeans and my brown boot. This girl was making fun of me for that. And htat didn’t really bother me because screw her I don’t know here and I don’t give a damn who she is you know. Then she had the nerve to talk about Jonnell.

I shot here a glance straight to here eyes. She stopped mid setence and stared back I glare. I expected her to come start something but instead her and her friends. Jonnell then was kinda like what was that all about. I told her I was curious myself since I’d never seen this girl in my life. Then I started laughing until I fell. Jonni was like what the f--k?

I told here they were all dressed almost the same. That same dirty jean kinda I wanna be J-Lo kinda way. Man I hate judgmental people that have no creativity to spawn their ideas from. It’s like Akira from Angel Sanctuary said “None of your persecutors has ever been in your shoes these people are all observing from the gallery, smugly dispensing a smart but unoriginal moralistic cliché.”

Other then that today was rather pointless…I need to go review for a test tomorrow…and check the mail box. Later
Kim
P.S. Quita good job on the B/F oh and get a better comment box and Yo do you like the site layout as is??

Mood:Tired
Song of Choice:"Fly High" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Strange





Yesterday was sad, one of the abecrombie and finch crowd kids died. In first block this girl named Mandi a sophomore who has always been reallly nice to me happened to be friend of that guy.
Holding people while they cry has never been something I enjoy doing but somehow I always wind up doing it. I doubt I have some great aura of unconquerable strength that people sense and thus gravitate to me in times of pain...but for soem reasom they do gravitate.
It's hard to do...In manyways I see that as a man's chore...that a man should hold a woman when she breaks down in grief due to loss, but I guess sex doesn't matter when a person crumbles in pain.
::sigh::Loss is an awful thin...but facing it in a room full of cheery strangers is even harder...how does one act when someone depends on you to heal a pain that you don't know how too?

....

In anycase yesterday In CISCO I had to run an errand for Mr. Grififn and so did Alex. Well he got back quicker and when I got back he had moved right next to my spot for taking notes during the slide show. I ALWAYS SIT THERE! HE KNOWS I SIT THERE!
So anywho I told him to leave and he said he'd rather stay and then I tried to annoy him into leaving and then he started picking on Armond because it was raining and they had canceled soccer tryouts and Armond is a soccer loony. I finally talked to the boy via note which I have and will copy for you:
Kim: You're mean you know that? Why are you liek that?
Alex:It's in the genes
Kim:That's BS and you know it
Alex:No it's not, I'm not as bad as my dad is
Kim:Should that be taken as a simple statment or perhaps soem resenment or maybe affection?
Alex: Statement and resentment
Kim: I know the feeling...if you resent him why do you act like him
Alex: HABIT!
Kim: Lol man that's weird
Alex: Why I use to be really scrawny and had to be ruder than my class mates.

I would have loved to ask more but the bell rang. I'm curious beyond reason to check out what's his deal and why he's such an ass I mean Carlie tried to kill him twice in one day. I think she may succeed before I get my answers well anywho liek the layout? I hope so but Igtg get ready for school. Later

Kim

Mood: Inspired
Song of Choice:"Drops of Jupiter" by Train
Topic: 9-20-02 entry



Today was a long day. Firstly the day was mega boring. First block it history and that's a complete waiste of time I swear. 2nd was Math and I have one of the highest grades in the class(a 69 because I only have 5 grades in that class and one is a zero because well I had to cover my book and I had nothing to cover it with.) Then Third block we had a test. Then fourth block rolled around and that too was a pain. Alex MacDaniel the ass that he is tried to trip me with Johathan's crutch and I snatched the crutch from him and proceeded to beat him down until John grabbed me to stop me and I kinda spun around and threw Johnathan off balance then had to catch him…then it was one of those odd moments…that's somewhat romantic but in reverse…it was I had my arms around his waiste so he wouldn't fall and he had his hands on my shoulders…like I said sweet but in reverse…in anycase I let him go really fast and Alex gave us grief and I started arguing with Johnathan as to why he gave Alex his crutch and John was like I didn't he stole it from me. So that was just wrong! Anywho then on the but my favorite freshman fanboy decided to pull rank and sit with me on the bus(I guess that's a big deal for the fan boys) and he then proceeded to try to put his arm around me and promptly got smacked upside the head. He was like baby why you like that(this froma lil Abecromie and Finch wearing white boy with braces) and I was like excuse me I am not your baby and he goes but your my girl ::insert another smack here:: then I asked Joel for a lil help and of course he wouldn't do shit. Then he was like took over there points out the window places hand on shoulder smack in head. Then he tried to hold my hand smack the hand. then Tiffany (a girl from my Alg class laughted and went I am going to laugh my ass of when she beats the shit out of you. And the ride was like that until he gave up and just looked sad and then when he got off I decided to make his weekend a lil nicer and I yelled at him from the bus window and winked and blew him a kiss. That boy was like totally lit up and he was like I LOVE YOU KIM and then I just laughed and waved. Perhaps I shouldn't have encouraged him but hey it doesn't take much just to give someone a lil hope you know I just can't be some cold staticy bitch that he has no chance with(which he doesn't but he can try) Oh well anywho hopefully he felt better. He's like 14 I mean damn I would have loved to have some reciprocality at that tender age.
I got everyone's letters today. Lum's opening paragraph cracked me up I swear. I'm going to post that sucker! She had an exclamation point count! Plus I got a CHIBI I felt so special! Peter had kind drawn scaled items from his portfolio which was cool because now I want to see!! Catherine's letter kept me up to speed(which I find amazing because I can not report stuff that happens wrth crap like she can) Quita's was informative too but I think I need to bitch at some people she wrote about and I don't mean the male or Krystal I mena....her anywho yeah It made me happy =) THANK YOU PETER oh and I had to give the mail man a quater since it was over flowing with notey goodness!

Mood: Tired
Song of Choice:"Where have you been?" by Reel Big Fish
Topic:Weekend and Today



::Kim sits in her lovely hammock munching on a Big Kat Setsuna (my bishie representation (Mudo)of my love(Doud) not my real love Peter=)_) plops down next to her eating a Twix::

Well this weekend we FINALLY went to Savannah. Well the Hot Topics was such a let down first it was very small and mostly it was pants not much else. Anywho I found yet another anime shop and they had all the 2002 Calenders on sale for 1.99! So I got this This Angel Sanctuary one I LOVE IT SOO MUCH!!They had everything there! I mean lighters, soundtrakcs, DVDs, Stationary,Artbooks, and Clocks. I wanted the Angel Sanctuary Sountracks(they had 3 CDs at 14.99 each and I was so happy) but I didn't have that kinda money.Anywho they had a lot of Manga too .

Oh and I went into a FYE and saw the most Kick butt DVD collection

::Kim gets glossy, dreamy eyed and rants on::
It was called the Red Curtain Trilogy and it was movies directed by Baz Lurman and it had Romeo and Juliet(with Dicapprio), Strickly Ballroom, and Mulan Rouge All three Classics in my idea of good movies!

::Gets quiet and looks down::

Um a friend of mine, Johnathan, had surgery on Friday and I'm mega worried about him. He hurt his leg in a car wreck three or four years ago and he lost his mother. His leg was so bad they had to place a bar in there. He's getting it taken out and today he's in post Surgery Rehab and that bothers me just cause I know people tha have been through that you know.

::Looks up::

His friends(Armond being one of the closest) interigated me on why I cared so much and of course I got the usual "you like him don't you?" I mean you can't show concern for anyone I swear. Also we made wires in that class(CISCO) and I helped Armond because he was so earger to make one he kept doing it wrong.




Then THIS IDIOT ALEX MCDANIEL WHO IS FOREVER WATCHING EVERY MOVE I MAKE AND CRITISIZING ME AND ALWAYS WANTING TO HAVE A BATTLE OF THE WITS! was saying aren't you miss know it all.

He's just mad cause Mr. Griffin likes me better because I am a swet intellegent young thing while he is a freakin arogant stuck up ass hole that always has some smart ass comment to make about someone! I mean Carlie tried to kill him with a pair of scissors and I had to pull her off of him I should have let her kill him! Oh I hate him so much Ahh he such a prick!

::Kim pulls out a gun and shoots off a good 10 rounds at a picture of him on the other side of the Sanctuary. A Monks walks by shaking his head. 'Peace Senti or you will come back a tape worm!' 'As you command enlightened one!' Heero walks by and stares at the remains of the picture. Then looks at Setsuna 'She did that?' 'Yes' Heero walks away shaking his head and mumbeling 'she shoots better than me...where was she in AC 195?' Kim stopms back to her hammock::

Um what else Oh I got introduced to that blonde that Jonnell shoved me into. his name is Keith and he is so stupid I mean immature and lame and man I'm tellin you what a let down but oh well.

Um I had detention today for having to use the bathroom and the lady let me go right after the buses left and I was like CRAP!! Joel bought me cookies...they were yummy..and I think that's been it. Oh no wait!

:Kim pulls out ratty mistreated book::




YA SEE THIS! THIS IS 290 PAGES OF CRAP!! PRIDE AND PREJUDICE IS SO HARD TO READ I FELL A FREAKIN SLEEP AND I HAD TO READ IT IN 24 HOURS! I BUSTED OUT THEM CLIFF NOTES!! IF ANYONE READS AND LIKES THIS BOOK PLEASE INFORM ME OF IT'S VIRTUE BECAUSE IT IS ALMOST EXACTLY LIKE AGE OF INNOCENCE

Yes well I think that is all I'm done for today lol um wait Quita what did you have to tell me? Is is mega important? Doud involving? I called you three times and it said your line was disconnected.

Mood:Happy
Song of Choice:"I woke up in a Car" by ?(I don't know someone find out for me)
Topic:The amazing Creature known as Jonnell



::Kim sits in a hammock munching on chips and dip while wearing her star har::

Jonnell my senior friend the only person I really talk to made my day today. Well here's all the background at lunch Jonnell and I usually stay in the library just chilling out mostly talking. Today I had some money and as usual when I do I treat her to a soda. We were out there just looking at people, the rain, and talking you know nothing major and we see this fox of a guy. He's muscular, lean, and shaggy haired. I stared at him and really wasn't realizing I was doing it until Jonnell is like Kim Kim Kim! you know.



So then we talk and at the precise moment when he is running behind me and Jonnell shoves me into him. The guy and I looked like I don't know surprise and shocked and we kinda stared at each other before we started doing the whole stupid flustered apologizes and excuses and then he ran off. It made me mega blush. I nearly killed her afterward but I can't say it wasn't a positive experience.

::Kim smiles reliving the moment and laughs::

Well never mind that! Well...um...other than that my day has been average...mostly laughing with people and runing through the rain and running down hallways. Oh Joel got sick today I felt bad for him...he looked so pathetic. Other than that nothing....I might blog later on an Idea for a story I've started in my mind I just have to develop it look foward to that! Later guys
Kim

Mood:Tired
Song of Choice:"Last Resort" by Papa Roach
Topic:Nothing Important

I'm tired it's been a long week we got progress reports and I got a 98 in Honors English 86 in Honors World History 85 in CISCO and a 73 in Alg II which I don't see how because I got a 80 on the first test and a 91 on the second so...where the hell did that come from cause I do and turn in the work. Well anywho Blonde seems to appear more an more frequently in my day it drives me nuts. I mean to tell the truth I'm not attracted to him I just think...well he's beautiful and beauty shouldn't be ignored it should be appreciated you know. But the vibes I get from him are weird...it's like the absence of one it's weird I get dizzy when I try to focus on him I don't know what to make of it. It's strange...trance like I can't explain. In anycase Junior hell will freeze over before I write you, Games thanks for rounding out the number, Stallion hey babe I wrote you know what's going on:) Peter yes Naaasty and Cat and Lum I'm a waitin'! Yes other than that I'm good you know. Um...nothing else really to say...highlights I am lacking I'll write moer when something important to say. Later guys
Kim

Mood:hmm...dude
Song of Choice:"Nookie" by Limp Bizkit(hey my people I actually like this song just cause of the rifts besides it works with this entry)
Topic:From Clutz to Persued One(writter 9-9-02 but due to comp problems it's gettin put up today)

It’s been one of those days where you are like it’s okay you know and then somebody goes and screws it over. Most of the day was okay. Then I’m I hallway and Joel is all like "come on let’s suck face baby let’s make out here" and I smack him upside his head and tell him to get lost. Then later he’s hitting on some girl on the bus and he had this shirt on that said I can do everything your old boyfriend couldn’t so the girl goes "such as" you know and Joel takes his fingers and puts them in his mouth one by one now I’ve come to the track of mind that when Joel does anything look for the sexual aspect of the action or phrase. So yeah so I go "Joel you are disgusting" and he goes "you’re just mad because I won’t do it to you" and I shoot back "no your just mad because I won’t give you the pleasure of doing that to me." He had no come back for that one and then Drew stepped in and (Jonnell’s friend/ hero because he’s such a gentle man and so nice to everyone) goes "Joel leave her alone" and Jonell goes "Ha worship her comebbacks and my hero!" I thanked him and hten one of my acquired fanboys goes "girl in seat five!" My seat right and I turn and he mouths I love you and draws a heart in the air and winks. I mean firstly this child is like 13 or 14 and a freshman and to screw my life over more…the freshman hoe likes him too….why me? I go from chick that falls off the bus to a freakin’ sex icon…(hehhe I love being messed with like that in that stupid innocent kinda way not like the...like you know kinda way I mean dang I’m cute not a playboy bunny)….Oh the freshman hoe’s brother basically forced himself on Jonnell (nothing sexual just a kiss) and well Jonnell was like ass hole back off I have a boyfriend and then he got all pissy I mean damn it’s been one of those days….I need coffee…other than that the day was mostly tame. The blonde wasn’t school today and me and Jonnell staked out the freakin hallway looking for him and he wasn’t there I was like T_T no! but while we staked out we saw other well built cute faced boys lol that’s one thing I like about this school lot’s of cute guys lol. Um...I think I have homework to finish Peter Good Luck in Japanese okay! And well...don't kill Ben I'll handel that later. Tell Mat Wood Hi for me if you see him. Oh and Q and Geimer the Letter is in the mail so yes watch your mailboxes! Lol I need to go now and get ready for school bye!

::Kim walks off singing at the top of her longs "I came into this world as a reject!"::

Mood:I don't know
Song of Choice:"Hemorage" by Fuel
Topic:Rambels

Today was spent visiting the house of man my dad works with. They seem like nice enough people I guess. I got the most amusing e-mail from Liz which I need to respond to soon but I want to do it with substance not just do it because I have to you know I want to but I don’t want to bore her. Tomorrow we start school again and I’m happy about that I like school okay but don’t most people I mean compared to being at home doing nothing. I got Peter’s letter yesterday and I sent Geimer and Quita their letters today so they’ll get there like….Wednesday I think and I get letters 4 to 5 days after it being sent so remember that when you send stuff okay. Boy I really can’t say I have anything to say…geeze…um well let’s see…Oh for future reference if you ever come down this way and need a radio station I highly recommended 106.9 The best radio station over here. No pop no rap no hip hop straight Alternative/Rock stuff good stuff! I mean I never have to change the radio all day it’s so good! Um…I don’t know…I had something to say and I forgot…I’ll remember soon…maybe tomorrow…so yeah…I’m going to shut up and go think….later

Mood:Hair Triger Temper
Song of Choice:"My friends over you" by New Found Glory
Topic: USELESS AMERICAN CARS

I hate American cars and I don't care how unpatriotic that sounds I mean crape I've been on the car like an hour and a half and the car has been actting up here and there and my dad's like no biggy it'll be okay and then all of a sudden it does this freak-o jerk thing that nearly strangels me wiht my own seatbelt and my dad goes okay see now we're going home. I mean I think he made the right choice but that doesn't mean I have to pretend it doesn't bother me you know. Like yes I mad that I can't see Peter today actually mad doens't even begin to describe the feeling but in anycase I do see that the responsible choice was to return home which was closer firstly and also the fact that what would we do if we got stranded in Columbus I have a paper due Monday and my dad has to work and Ben has to go to school you know but don't expect me to be all smiles because that's just not going to happen. Jeeze... I'm going to call Peter in an hour for like a 5 minute long call(I have no phone cards...no wait I have one with 5 minutes in my wallet I think so I don't want to call and kill Peter but....I can't just leave him hanging. I hate doing that this is the second time this has happened the first was Nick and Jills wedding shower I know Peter will understand but I also know he will be dissapointed. Grrr I need to go...find that damn phone card later.
Kim
Foot Note: I am so buying a Japanese Car...a Mitsubishi Lancer or perhaps a Galant

Mood:Happy Really really happy...Odd no?
Song of Choice:"Sweetness" by Jimmy Eat World (jeeze the song kicks butt and it's on all the time)
Topic: Humility, the Buddah, Hottie Blondes and Namako!

Hey you guys how goes it?! Today was one of the most kick ass day since I left Columbus! Well it was pep raley day at The INsane Asylum whoops I mean Bradwell Instituition I mean dang Bradwell Institute and everyone was being mega nice to one another. WEll Today me and Jonell went to the cafeteria todayon my insistance. BIG MISTAKE!!!! Good God I mean Jeee what was I thinking? #1 it's a peprallley day...and at CHS that's not a big deal I mean people go nuts!! I went down there in search of some tiger ears and then there were none and no clappy tigger paws either just pom poms. I meangoodness the Seniors were jumpin on lunch tables wearin Burger King crowns and yellin 03. Me and Jonell pulled the biggest about face in the ever!! It was hilarious and we were like we are never going in there again!! So so funny!! Plus we saw this mega hot drop dead gorgeous sexy guywhile on the way to the cafeteria . I mean OMG and we shamelessly stared at him then went back to the library and then we waited for him to come back from lunch. That will now take up all of my lunch periods persuing this blonde, tall, slender, graceful god with liquid like motions!! All mean whoa and wow! Then Later I saw him at the pep ralley and I know this sounds so like...middle school but he smiled at me!! OMG!! Jonell promised to wrap him in nothing but a bow for Christmas =) I can only hope! I fell off the bus LOL then I got up and when people were like who fell? I Yelled (My full name here) Fell off the bus me right here!! Which made people laugh so I was happy. Lol I mght be in town this weekend so I need to go find out bye go bye!!
Kim

Mood:Okay
Song of Choice:"Sweetness" by Jimmy Eat World
Topic:Momentos

I saw the movie Momentos last night with my family. They hated it I though it was masterfully done and wish I had come up wiht the cncept. The movie runs backwards. Like you see the end and then you see the things that lead up to that but not all at once just little portions and then the end of the movie would have been the climax I guess...but not really it's an ending really just I think Lauren might like hte approach just to perhaps have another way of writing a book. Plus I think the lead actor was attractive in an off handed sort of way. but yes I may be in town this weekend itty bitty chance that I want to haappe but I have to write an esay paper this weekend so that means I'll have to take this damn thing with me....Peter I don't think they are gonna let me go to the ball probably cause they can't take me what's the date? Maybe Japan feast if I ask my mom really nice to take me to Columbus and like talk Sensei into letting me ride the bus she can come if she wants or she can stay in Columbus. Anywho have you guys heard this song over there? Sweetness? I mean I hear it on the radio and man I love it! It's stuck in my head and John Mayers "wonderland" I need a new layout...but I can't do that until MY comp is set up....anywho I have to go to school which I had a terrible day at yesterday but that doesn't matter cause today is a new day and damnit it'll be better. Oh I have to send Q and Games their Letters sorry guys I'm kinda mentally messed up so you get heavy letters. But yes I am leaving now everyone have a nice day and I hope Mrs Kellet backs off of Peter and I plan to save those pics Peter's been putting up latley to make me happy =)

Mood:Sleepy
Song of Choice:"M" by Ayumi Hamasaki Trance Version
Topic:Street Fighting Thearopy Needed

Kimberlanga
>Blah, it seems you're having it rough right now. So you hate it there? Will
>you ever be able to come back and visit your peoples? Jeez, solitude? You
>say you want to hit everyone with your knowledge and give some folks some
>sense, eh? But they're all ignorant so far? Well all I can say is stay in
>touch with those people here that you love and trust so much and that
>understand you and all. And don't completely shut yourself off from anyone
>there okay? You should just be you and then whoever approaches you and
>offers friendship, give it a try. There are so many people out there in this
>world that could be a perfect match for you and your personality... some
>probably in Columbus that you walked passed every day in school or somethin
>but you just never knew them. It's probably the same over there. Jeez, by
>this time next year you'll have a few close friends that are unique and
>special in their own way and you wouldn't trade them for anything. Give
>yourself time. It's inevitable that you're down about having to move and
>leave all this behind... well you didn't really leave it behind .. but you
>know what I mean. You miss living here, or at least you miss the people
>here. Kim, are you ever gonna let your dark angel go? (I don't mean that in
>a mean, critical way.. I'm just asking to know how you feel on this subject)
>By the way, did you ever get to talk to him before you left, and are you
>continuing to now somehow?
> Well school is going okay for me so far. hehe I went with a friend to
>go talk to Ms. Stewart this morning and she asked me when you moved and where
>to and all that good stuff. She was supposed to have you next semester for
>something. Probably World History. That would have rocked, you so would
>have an A. Dude, I'm so jealous of the people that got Mrs. Tymniak (my
>french teacher) for English III. Not because it would so to speak be a piece
>of cake.. but seriously just because she's a fun lady and an awesome teacher
>who'd make it interesting. I'd learn something that would stay with me for
>years to come. But that's just me. I have Mrs. Summerford all year for World
>History. At the beginning she told us she was like Mrs. Crist ( Dear God )
>but I dunno, I think she's pretty cool. I actually look forward to going to
>that class. If Q didn't already tell you that's our alternating day class
>with chorus so it's all of us talkive girls in there. Well I shouldn't say
>us, because I don't talk much but still you get the drift. UH... I have
>Josey for Chem. I like her too. and of course french and then Sociology
>with Coach Wamble. Now let me tell you... I thought he would just be another
>typical "coach" teacher - but the man knows his stuff! He is such an
>intelligent man and not just on the subject..in life. I love people like
>him. He's just... well it's awesome. Anywho so I reckon I better go get
>this homework done. I'll talk to you later. Have a good day. >kim BIG hug and kim tries to skwirm away> yuckie. haha laterz chica.
>
> Ele Jean

Yeah...well I'll take your advice under consideration I know youare probably right and I'm just overreactign cause it's that time of the month and my PMS has me all f-ed up. Grr...you know on the subject of my lil dark angel I have know Idea my mind can never stay focused enough to go no you know...yeah I did talk to him before I left...see the entries in early August like the 2nd or 3rd. I think a lot about him it's odd kinda like...I don't know like even though he's like freakin 500 miles away it's like he's right here you know like he's not absent. It's weird...maybe my ESP covers long distance lol yea h well I don't know it would be nice to talk to him though. well...lol I have PEter as my gay boyfriend so I'm content :) I don't know when we might come down but I'm begging for them to let me go the weekend of Japan feast and the week of the SeeD Anime Atlanta Final Fantasy 8 ball and all these oth er times in Sept. I wanna go to Savanah but everyone in my family is sick except me :) The one that hardly eats and rest and was always sick when she was little HAHAHA I Live okay we ll it's nice to know that all my hommies are grouped together in a mass in eachothers clases it makes me content :) well I need to go blog ttyl

Kim

Well yeslike I said before Liz is always a source of affirmation for me and she really knows how completely messed up I am.Peter can I get a favor reburn that CD for me and The non trance one please they are all scratched up. Games threw some help my way too but he seemed to feel guilty about things he had no business feeling guilty about. Well in anycase today!

We started talking about Buddism in World History ( I hate the teacher he is such an ass he took mybook enev though I was done with all my work bastard) and I was all ontop of the 4 Noble Truths the 8 Fold Path and the karma dharma, the story of Ramayan and other teachings of the budda! It's sad I know the 4 Nobel Truths and the 8 Fold Path off the top of my head but I have to think to remeber the 10 Commanments. Ouch...oh well....I guess I need to crack that Old Testiment....

Joel was almost suspended last week for wearing a cap on campus but he somehow got out of it. I like it when the unjust school system is defeated so he was getting a wee bit of praise from me. Well on this note we began to talk something we haven't done in a while and he began to tell me about his weekend...which included a sleep over...with two...girls...yeah I know right? So asked him just flat out "so did you get that three some you wanted." And he kinda blushed and looked down and was like "Naw I was just jokin about that but if I had I'd be walkin' on air today girl." After that he bought me a pack of coookies(I put three os in there for a reason he says cookies weird its like...a long u sound I don't know it's odd...) and offered me rides home starting in March. Me and Jonell have been chillin' a lot at school together (Jonell for those of you that don't know yet is a Senior I've basically been glued to for the last week or so she's cool in an off beat kinda way she answers to the name Susie better than the name Jonell) OH YEAH MARCH okay yeah itty bitty ray of hope here guys if my dad makes the E-8 Promotion list in March we may move again and if they have E-* positions open we may move back to FT BENNING. I'm all hope full even though there is like no chance...um what else...dang I had something else tosay..oh my dad was reading an army paper and found an article on how it was against protol to move a family with a child in the Jr High School grade level and he was to say the least pissed. Me I told him it didn't make a difference now they'd only use that against us f we tried to move back. but yeah anywho I've rambeled enough...Oh I recammed everyone read Frankenstein if you've ever felt like an outsider or a reject or lonely it's a Gothic Romance(my faves) Night Guys
Kim

Mood:Bent
Song of Choice:"Bent" by Matchbox 20
Topic:In Search of a Course of Action

no I was just really pissed off at my family m y birthday sucked and I'm mega bitter about every thing that has happened and what I've been forced to go through. Imiss you and Quita and my angel and Peter and everyone I just feel like geeze all this time spent getting to know people and fighting to open up to someone anyone has been a big fucking waste of time. I don'tknow I feel like and outkast and an outkast and an outsider and I haven't felt that way in a long time. And instead of like over in Columbus where even if people are real tight they offer a hand here people couldn't care less they've been together 3 years and their bonds are strong like mine where in Columbus. I'm a loner all over again but not my choice of Isolation just kinda deemed so by circumstance and it drives me wild. I want nothing more than to tell these people of what i've seen and what I know but my voice falls on deaf ears so it's not worth the effort.I'm sorry for rambeling games I'm gonna go now okay good night.

Kim

Geimer asked me if I was upset with him because while were we talking I know I must have seemed agitated and really it's just circumstances. I miss you guys....and sometimes I wonder if remaining the a keeper of sanctuary and thus a bringer of peace and wisedom is the best thing for me to do...I feel trapped and frusterated and I long to share a burden with someone but it's a burden I must carry alone it seems...trusting people and making friends has never been a strong point of mine and so I think it is time to go back to the old ways...silence and strength and no need of companions...it is something I have to decided and I don't know because the yearning to make a friend and to have someone to trust is driving me insane...I long for my sister Quita who I can tell anything to and she'll understand...I miss Peter who has always been a source of strenght for me I miss my angel who some how or oth thougher made me smile throught tears that he perhaps has caused. I miss him most because he is in my thoughts often and I am scared I'll never see him again. I hate this place so much right now and it angers me more that I can't express it in any way....I'm so confused...